刘谦魔术解密:请专家翻译一篇日记

这是一个美国女孩的日记,很多口语,机械翻译完全不行,请高手看下.
翻译的好要多少分给多少.

it is 3:30am in the morening. though im having a hard time keepin my eye lids apart, for some reason i cannot seem to fall asleep. i dont know what exactly is keeping me up. the wonders, the thoughts, or the emptieness. i believe at this moment i am thinking about nothing and yet so many things. i guess thinking about myself thinking about nothing is still thinking about something. haha...oddily the last sentence makes perfect sense as of now. maybe it will become senseless after a little while. this entry has no specific topic because it is simply a diary which i expect only a number of people to understand.

im flirtatious? i guess so. but one thing is for sure...online...i can only flirt with the same person once. after this once, the spark will fade and i will move on with the speed of lightening. maybe ima player, tho i have yet to break any hearts. im just having a little fun. but then again...i think da flirting can go on longer in real life because sometimes it is awkward if i dont flirt...then there will be an awkward silence which i cannot stand. i would be sure to say something stupid. i sure wish that one person can keep me from going from one guy to another; however this is a wish that has not yet come true.

something funny happened today. i was at my friend's graduation. at the end of the night, as we were saying our good-byes i waved as my friend sought a hug. the thing with me is that i rarely hug people. i cant say that i never do because i have many times....but sometimes it feels a little awkward. well...it turned out his mom said he was trying to say good-bye so i waved good bye again. then i guess i would be really rude if i didnt give him a hug because it is his graduation. not that i mind...but i thought it was pretty funny and awkward. hmm come to think of it...i think he could use a little meat on his bones. ^^ sorry if your reading this....hehe...i liked your hug~!

people say that time will not go back. but what about flash basks? isnt that going back time? it's a wonder.

still cant sleep. this sucks. so tired.

all the leos i know are very sociable. what the hell is wrong with me? i am i so damn shy around strangers? dont i wish that i could be like them. i want to have fun with a person i just met. it's so spontanous. i want to have a life. i cant do that if all i do everyday is playing conquer. -_- <--- i learn this face on conquer. i think it looks pretty funny.

4:00am and still not tired...but the end